On August 25, 2016 I lost my best friend, the most important and closest person I had, my grandfather. He had lost his battle against cancer. I remember that night as if it was yesterday, the unbearable pain I still feel till this very second. Everybody was devastated, our rock had passed away. I tried to be strong and help my mom out, who was drowning in her own tears. I needed to get her on a plane and send her to Honduras to say her final goodbyes to my papa. I remember that nobody was really there for me, except for my boyfriend, I remember sitting on his room's floor crying to him, to calm me down he decided to play Christian music. There was one song in particular that caught my attention, its called " Algo esta Cayendo" (Something Is Falling). That song touched my heart so hard. It made me feel a little better which was crazy.
The lyrics to the song made me feel like everything was going to be okay, that everything happens for a reason, it was helping me understand that my papa wasn't suffering anymore, that he was in a better place. There was a specific phrase where it said " His glory is falling over me, he will heal my wounds, he will help me get up right back on my feet" (Translation in english) That particular phrase told me that I needed to be the best for my grandpa, thats what he wants, that even though he passed away I can still make him proud, hes watching my every move, looking over me and that as time goes by, my wound will slowly heal.
The impact that this song had over me was so big, I didn't want to do anything. I didn't want to go to work, I didn't want to come to school (it had all happened around the time school was about to begin), I didn't want to do anything but lay in bed and cry my eyes out. This song helped me see that, thats not what my grandpa wanted, I needed to get up and go to work, that I still needed to help my mom out, I still had my things to pay. It was my senior year, I needed to go to school, I was so close to graduating, I couldn't mess up, that's not what he wanted for me, Im sure he would've been very disappointed if he saw that was what I was doing with my life.
The person who sings this song, Jose Luis Reyes, made me understand so much. Made me understand that god does everything for a particular purpose. First, that I needed to be happy because my grandpa wasn't suffering anymore, he was an angel! Second, that god doesn't give anybody anything that he thinks they can't handle. At first I felt like I was dying from pain, but I knew I could try to overcome the pain, not completely, but enough to help me go on with my daily life. He used just his lyrics to make me understand everything. One song, one song helped me get back up on my feet, just one song.